To him, they were saviors.
How many years it had been,
he can’t remember.
But he knew them in a way,
with his heart, that time doesn’t really matter.
Just those precious moments.
“How many years?” he asked
himself.
Technology, to him, was a
maze. Too technical… perhaps.
He was always more
interested in the strength and delicacy of the chambers, the flow.
“Can I really see where they
are? Let’s try this thing out…”
First. He tapped in a name. Last.
“No, they want to charge me to go through their door. . . Let’s try this one.
Free, as it always has been.”
Entered the approximate
location (the name of a city), “There...”
Name. Number. Address.
Now, he was looking down
from above.
“Wonder what it looks like
from the street?”
And, within a few moments,
he was ‘walking the neighborhood’, admiring the nicely kept laws, looking at
the trees, seeing how the cars are parked… and thinking, “Kudos to the
engineers for their intuition… looks like their tech finally makes sense,” as
he felt his way around.
“Okay… let’s see who is home and ‘say hello’.”
A familiar voice answered.
So many years… one he could recognize and feel.
Chambers.
Immediately, he starts off,
and then realizes he’s talking to someone far greater, omniscient wisdom and
omnipotent in love.
Flow.
Flow.
“Yes. You must be Will. Your name is mentioned
from time to time. They talk about you. And no need to apologize," as if to say 'Yes,
these calls do come in all the time,' softly spoken with just a hint of a faded, southern drawl.
“I consider him my son too… they’ve been together since grade school. He used to come over and
play. They’ve always been together. Such a pleasure to watch. Known him since he was a little boy.”
What those eyes must have seen.
Watching their lifelines...
“You’ll want the number. I
have his. Of course they’ll love to hear from you. She’s not feeling well since
the accident, a little weak.”
The big accident had
happened so long ago… but this one was recent.
The tone in her voice, so gentle, so understanding.
This may be their last look
around together, before…
"Thank you..."
“No… not at all,” there was
pleasure in her voice, so at peace with witnessing it all.
He did his best to respect
her with praise, though he was at a loss somehow, unable to find the right words...if they
even exist.
He could feel the smile in
her voice as she thanked him with, “Go ahead and give them a call.”
No need to try and count how
many years it has been, how many lives have been saved.
Now, there is a seemingly endless
and welcome flow of thanks…
He just didn’t know what to
say… and was reminded that he didn’t really need to say anything.
Knowing his visit will be
appreciated, because, somehow, he was important to them to.
"I just don't know how," he dr i f t e d.
A part of you never leaves.
Guess this is how it feels to stick around... no regrets for staying on while not getting that one job done.
...may not be the answer, it can't be all that great
But [they kept him] living, with life [they could] relate
"Crossroads? You can't sell what's already been claimed."
"Yeah... but I'm still going back."
"'Roy'... his crew ain't interested in you."
"Yeah... but I'm still going back."
"'Roy'... his crew ain't interested in you."
Interesting link at the bottom.
ReplyDeleteSometimes you can never go back.
I really can't. There is no bond that cannot be broken. I can testify to that.
I tried to take it out but it will never leave.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUZp4yhzjws&feature=related
Watch it to the end.
I never could get it out.
Inner snomed...
DeleteThough never having been a fan of anything big and popular, there's a lot there. In the film. 808s.. heartbreak, and surely much more.
Thank you.
Going back... I go because I can, probably one last time, to get the story, their stories, and to maybe even find mine. The odds of ever meeting again are slim to what is seen while staring into eternity.
It was never a curse. And it was never a blessing. Something even more powerful than what is often referred to as 'faith'. In the next post, it will be there, the very last word, in the very last line. What is absolutely feared the most. Truly something I do not understand. The answer to the riddle is easy. The riddle itself is not.
Update blog please... ;)
ReplyDeleteAttempting to locate file... if not found within the next hour or so, will have to use this evening or tomorrow to finish the last half. Either way, update tomorrow. And then should be able to start on ticking off the list of posts that will put this blog to rest; it's got six months to go, then that's it.
DeleteVirtual company much appreciated.
Regards.