About those decisions.
This is not pretty, but
the thoughts keep circling around a shape the conscious mind doesn’t quite
understand in a way that can be fully articulated at the moment. Best to let simmer and stir occasionally.
Often times, before
speaking, there was a search for words. The search was motivated by feeling a
need to express thoughts in a way that could be understood by the ‘others’.
In the early stages, many
of the others did not understand. Not that the thoughts were original or all
that complicated, it’s just that there are certain stock words and phrases
(chunks) that are more easily digestible than others.
Casually leafing through
books, seeing the forest from the trees is not always easy. Nor is it encouraged.
